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I am a fiction story/novel writer in focus (not professionally), everything else in my gallery is just for fun.

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What anime series should I watch next? 

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4 deviants said Inuyasha
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2 deviants said Yu Yu Hakusho
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1 deviant said Sailor Moon
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1 deviant said Cyborg 009
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So, I've been singing a lot lately. Yeah, I know. I'm pretty good at it but I haven't wanted to be a singer in years. I've got my keyboard up and running and I've been playing it to find the melody and hit the right notes. I don't know why I'm so suddenly interested in my voice and working so hard but it's almost...fun. I have to be careful not to sing at work, though. I almost did yesterday and singing is second-nature to me so I have to pay really close attention to keep myself from doing it now that I've started up again. How sad is that? It's pretty nice, though, having this talent I can tap into any time I want and excel at it. Am I totally out of touch with reality to think that everyone has a talent like that? ...I kinda grew up thinking that. Not too bright.

I've had this really strange and unpleasant feeling about my job lately. I can't really explain it but it's making all the free time I have at work (breaks and lunch and before shift) seem completely useless because I can't shake the feeling enough to relax. I really am glad I took the county government's typing test, I'll be able to get an office job with the government soon and get full benefits so I can get the medication. Then, this feeling will go away. There's also the more important problem of me becoming less and less able to act "normal" around people. It's so frustrating that I can't do anything about it! I still can't afford health insurance except for Medicaid and if I get that I have to go all the way to Orlando just to get a prescription for medication. I can't afford that, either. Also, Affordable Healthcare can't verify my identity no matter what I do. That makes things SO easy on me. I guess I'll just keep going until something happens. What other choice do I have? I can't quit until I have another job and I'm getting to the point where I can't act normal. A real Catch-22. 

Other than that, I'm doing pretty OK. I'm almost making friends despite my social awkwardness. But, that's making me act even more awkward since now I feel all this pressure to be normal. I like being able to social regardless of my issues, though. I just wish I knew how to calm myself down. I can't concentrate enough to write anywhere other than my head, and even that is all over the place and a bit nonsensical. I'm still doing the photography but I really don't have a lot of time to do it. The time I don't spend at work (I spend most of my time at work these days 'cause of the holiday season) I spend running errands and recovering from my constantly sprained ankles. In all honestly, I should be lying in bed with ice packs and my legs elevated right now. Too boring, though. Expect photos sometime in the next week or two. Bis bald, buy bonds.
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: "I'm Gonna Fly" Sydney Forest, singing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Law & Order: SVU
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: peanut butter cookies
  • Drinking: tap water

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Yukimi-Kitsune
Yukimi Kitsune 09/2007
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Nowhere Land
Favourite genre of music: Disney (non-Disney Channel), classic rock, rock, alternative, punk, J-Pop, J-Rock, K-Pop, Celtic, world
Favourite style of art: Manga-ka, pointillism
Operating System: Windows. Lots of 'em.
Shell of choice: Oyster!
Wallpaper of choice: Hiei-sama.
Skin of choice: Potato?
Favourite cartoon character: Anime character, Hiei.
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ArcticPug Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Photographer
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mozella78 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Your work is wonderful! Great gallery. :)
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AnaturalBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for adding my art to your favorites! :) It means alot!! 
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Yukimi-Kitsune Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem. It was a very nice shot of those turtles.
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AnaturalBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks, feel free to enjoy more of my works !~
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MercyIsAYautjasGirl Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for fave^^
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Yukimi-Kitsune Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're quite welcome.
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prescient1 Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite.
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Yukimi-Kitsune Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. I was wrong about the ID, but you probably already knew that.
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dnomyar27poke Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite and for the words. Means a lot. Have a nice day!
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